...perlis...

9 jun 2009
dah lamer rasanyer ak tak naek bus..cuak gak..mcm mle2 dulu..hehe...lagi2 aku naek bus 2 tingkat g kangar..(kan hari tu baru msk berita yang bas ke kangar 2 tgkat eksiden)..dah r pakcik bas tu gler...laju gler..pttnye smpi lam kul 6 ataw 7..tapi hari tu smpi pukul 5 pagi..aku nek ngan ein, mimi and fifi..pagi tu member perlis aku amek sbb bf si ein bz..ktorang lepak kat semarak (KKE)10 jun 2009..farah..shamimi and rad dah de sehari lagi al kat sini..g dating kot..besa lar tu..

pagi tu aku g wat rambut jap kat kedai abg lan..konon nk wat rambut ala2 rihanna tapi abg lan tak bagi sebab kata muka aku bulat..t mkin kembang..hahaha..so potong besa jer.mlm tu g mkn dengan member2..waaaa..sonok..dah lmer tak rasa suasana ni...

kenyang gler....tp smer still cuak asal presentation..logbook aku dah r tak lengkap lae..hisshh..tp mata aku ngantuk sgt..tdo sat lar..adoyaiii...hubby aku ni..nak tak nk je layan..tension r..siap kacau awek laen plak tyme aku takde..xper2..biorje r..mls nk campr adukk.

10 jun 2009

final day of this sem..hurm..akhirnya aku betul2 boleh menarik nafas lega dengan semua yang berlaku untuk sem ni.my presentation..eventhough sucks..yet still relief me..rasa mcm dah lepas beban yang besar...pe yang aku buat sem ni memang tak related langsung dgn course aku..aku rindukan dengan kertas lukisan aku..melukis..jmpe owang..wat survey market..software2..n hasilkan produk..entah kenapa aku rindu semua tu...dulu sem 3 tak ske pon..menyampah lagi adalah..hahaha)..nway..tadi ponaku kena daftar subjek..well, untuk thn akhir ni aku pilih design analysis..entah lah tak taw aku boleh bawa ataw tak..tapi lagi rela dari amek mechatronic..xnk aku blajar plc lg..dah serikkk...otak aku mmg tak boley terima kot bnda2 elektrik n elektronik ni...esok aku likkkk.tak taw aku sebenarnyer happy atau tak

22th May 2009 - So Yesterday

morning till night,
too much trouble....
too much mistake....
too much embrassment..
too much problem..

morning till night,
sorry to my ma..my dad..
sorry to my hubby...
sorry to my friends...
sorry to myself

morning till night,
thinking about my life,
thinking about us,
thinking about them,
thinking about eveything,

to whom i might hurt,
there's no word in the world that can picture how sorry am i
to whom that love me,
thank you for appeciate me and taking care of me
to whom that mad at me
sorry for cant satisfy whatever you wish for
to all who read this
words may be simple, but it really comes from inside ME

too large

eiii.. nk post sumthing here..but the picture size is too large..buhsan r..susah tol nk gne broadband ayah ni..jammed tol..
(but still, thanks to his broadband lar, i can post this blog hehe )

P/s- sper nk tolong sponsorkn i broadband..wahahaha :)

nothing important

hurms..suddenly i feel alone and lonely..
i feel like there's no room for me to stay...
i wonder why i care so much about everybody else..
but ther's no one out there care about what i felt?
sometimes, i think that "life is not fair" are really true..
we may be on top, happy and forget about the karma
but once we fall, it's gonna be damn painfull